Thursday, June 24, 2010

Happy 7th Birthday!

Can I tell you that motherhood fills me with one of the deepest senses of satisfaction and serenity. Yes, if you know me, you know that I can have some head spinning, Cybil type moments and these wondeful chilluns of mine have made me angrier than I've ever been before.

Mostly, I'm just filled with such a gratefulness that I've had and have the blessing of raising these four incredible human beings. I look at them, hear their voices, watch them with each other and their daddy and I'm in awe. I fully understand that God has picked me to mother them.
So, I have been going through pictures to do a tribute to the triplets today. They turn 7 and it's so fun to look back and see how they've grown. It's made me misty eyed several times.

In the beginning, the bumpy road that was these three little one's lives was tough to go down. I still get a certain feeling when I see pictures of them in the hospital. I am right back there, listening to the bells and alarms that were a daily part of our lives for four months.

I know that we both had an incredible peace that didn't come from us. Our situation dictated a much different response. God gave us that peace plain and simple. It didn't mean that we didn't have bad days, like the time they dumped a bunch of my breast milk because I hadn't labeled it properly and I sat there and sobbed or when we found out Levi had a hernia and needed an operation or when the days stretched into months and the loneliness was a constant companion, it just meant that the overarching theme of that time was abundant peace.

Just look at them now. They have grown into such interesting, little individuals. They make us smile and laugh daily. They bring sunshine to our lives. Thank you, Abba Father, for bringing them through their rough beginning to an abundant, vibrant life.

Happy 7th birthday my sweet, dear children.

Friday, June 18, 2010

Tornado Time

We spent a good portion of last evening in our basement as our area was pummeled with heavy rain and tornadoes. At first, the kids were pretty frightened when the town siren began to wail but we ate snacks and played games while we listened to the radio. They decided it was fun hanging out in the basement.

Apparently, there was a tornado that touched down not too far from here but didn't do any damage. There were 35 tornadoes in all here in Minnesota last night and 3 deaths. There were some crazy looking clouds hanging around for quite some time.

Thankfully, my garden and flowers are still intact. The sun is shining today.

I think we'll go swimming.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

21 years

Celebrating being married for 21 years today to my favorite man in the whole world! These lyrics pretty much summed up my thoughts.
Happy anniversary big guy.





Could Not Ask For More
lyrics by Diane Warren
sung by Sara Evans

Lying here with you
listenin' to the rain
smilin' just to see
the smile upon your face.

These are the moments
I thank god that I'm alive.
These are the moments
I remember all my life.
I've found all I've waited for
and I could not ask for more.

Looking in your eyes
seein' all I need
Everything you are
is everything to me.

These are the moments
I know heaven must exist.
These are the moments
I know all I need is this.
I've found all I've waited for
and I could not ask for more.

I could not ask for more than this time together.
Could not ask for more than this time with you.
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I've had's come true.
Right here in this moment
is right where I'm meant to be
here with you
here with me.


These are the moments
I thank God that I'm alive.
These are the moments
I remember all my life.
I've found all I've waited for
and I could not ask for more.

No, I could not ask for more.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

She's a pitcher.

Shelby had an exhibition game tonight. New ball field in a neighboring town and they wanted some 12U teams to play. She said that she might pitch tonight and I told her that I doubted she would. She's still learning, just began 12U. I didn't think they would put her in. They did.

Aaaah, the mama in me doesn't want her to pitch...too much pressure, too much to learn. It made me nervous. I went to the bathroom for awhile. I came back out and she was doing fine. She ended up pitching one inning. She still has a lot to learn but she's decide pitching is where she wants to be.

So, I will learn to deep breathe and keep my eyes open. I know she's capable and a solid ball player. I will learn to relax a bit. I'm proud of her. She's fun to watch...even when she's pitching.